what a trial.. :{

what a day...



trial's over...for me and my other fellow frends...
wait.im not gonna blabber bout things dat's related to..well..studies..
i havent had the chance to spill out any crap from..i dunno,a couple of months ago??
god.i felt stuffed,with all this crappy things i wanna say..
im soooo gonna let it all out..

;}


let it all begin...,


ight now,im stucked in a crappy top floor of a crappy room,in a crappy house..
okay,maybe dat was a lil bit dramatic,but wattahell..
anyway,
my heart struggles everytime i saw my personal miracle..
the stupid thing is,i couldnt even breathe normally when my personal miracle was around!
dude,dat sucks..
one moment im suffocating like mad,
the next i now,i was hyperventilating and needed sumone to remove the extra oxygen in me..
okay,okay,
i admit dat im a little bit light headed and definitely maybe happy..but..
underneath all da giggles,i may be dying inside..right?
well...
i cant sleep,
i cant eat,
i cant even breathe properly,for god sake!
am i suppose to wait,
or
just cry...
coz its getting too out of control..
i really need a wish right now......