de.ja.vu.

is it some kind of 'coincidence' that i saw this dude,looking seriously like him..?!
or is it a sign to show that i cant get rid of him no matter where i go,what i do,and what i think..,

i was desperate for more oxygen in my lungs, and suddenly,this dude came out of no where and started walkin infront of me..
i was like: 'wait,wait,is that &*%$# or watt?!!!'
and apparently,my concious said: 'just go and ask him his phone number coz you dont even have &*%$#'s phone number!'
and i was like: 'wtf! this dude is not &*%$#,he just looked like &*%$# !!!'
and miraculously,i managed to jog and keep track behind this dude..
and guess what,i studied his backfile (its supposed to be profile,but i didnt dare to jog beside him..)
and i made some comparing and checking this dude,with &*%$#

TALL: check..hes tall..,
BUFF but not SOO BUFF: yup,he got that buffiness,but not soo buffed..
HAIRstyle: definitely the same! this was the thing dat made me thought it was &*%$#!
DRESS-UP: okeyyy..we're in the JOG track..watteheck would he wear? but suprisingly enough,(he wore black puma tee's and black knee-length shorts) i thought that was what &*%$# would wear if he went jogging.. HAHa.. pathetic me..

anyway,some part of me wanted to say 'hi' to this dude and just jog-away..but,theres some part of me that wanted to tie this poor dude with my shoelace and drag him aside,and just punch+kick+slap+bite him..
and im a lady..,geezzzz..,
okay,cut the crap..i feel like i wanted revenge..some kind of revenge like just spit or sumthing..okey,that is soo despicable.. XD..

but as i keep my pace to be behind or infront of him, i  felt an odd pang off loss..and that feeling didnt went away when i found out hes gone..
seriously! i bulged my eyes to find him but hes nowhere to be seen.. :(
DEJAVU..
its painful to feel the exact thing twice..
he's gone for good,
and this dude who -dunno anythin- also just gone.like dat.just like dat!

haishh..remarkably,i survived..

and ive chewed a freakin LOT of chewing gum..

p/s: ive just noticed.i crap a LoT tonight.. -.-'''