its darn funny when people start 'listening'

*sigh*

nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you,
but you meant nothing to him..


its complicated...
its confusing...
its burdensome..

but,one thing i know..
even when he didnt know ure in love with him,
the event that has taken place in between the memories makes it sweet..
just lookin at him makes you fidget..
when he calls ur name,ur shaking like a deadly-dried leaf,
when u call out his name,ur palms all sweatin and u keep choking ur own saliva..
when he smiles,
it makes u forgot that everyone else is there and just wish u can grab his collar and kiss him..
but..it struck me at that moment,
hes not mine too kiss..
and never will...
but i thank god,
for letting him appear in my life,
even if its just for a while...