outtamyfreakin'fuglylife..

i know..i know..i musnt think bout him..

what if..?
but nahh...while im here,sittin' awkwardly on this chair,spillin sumthin out,whispering his name like a maniac phsyco,suddenly remembering his voice,his laugh,his smile,
he was there,probably (or better to say definitely..) missing some other chick..
of course! wat am i thinkin?!
of course he's missing the person he wants..
and im 101% sure it isnt me..
hahahaha, i tried to laugh,but it all came out like im choked and it sounded very..strange..
and i noticed theres some tiny water on the keyboard,
i was lik: wuttehell,where did da water came from,
and then when i wipe my face,it all make sense..
i was crying..the saddest part was,i dun even realize im cryin,and i couldnt stop..