please STOP it !!!

im uncomfortable n uneasy n troubled.. duhh!


i dunno whether its him or him..,
but mann, please stop buggin me!


for the record,ive never spit out bad words to people i loathe on their face but gosh,
these bugs would probably get one nice curse from me if they dun stop..
why r they doing this to me?
they wanna make me feel guilty?
heck!
i did and am feelin it..
so can you just let it go?!
i noe im a bad ass girl but,
please,
just please..


darn it,
it makes me think of sumone..
"i dont like him,but how i liked him.."
*huge sigh*
"i dont like him,but maybe i like him.."
its a waste,he'll never listen,
even if i shout his name,
coz "ill be shouting his name in my heart.."
hmmm..
that sumone..
could make me;
smile,
cry,
confused(a hell lotsa confusion),
giggled bout nothin in particular,
shaking from head to toe (like the johnson baby bath gel tagline),
even stupid goosebumps..
im gettin it now..youve got to be kiddin me!
haisshh..
haisshh..haisshh..
when r the plkn's gonna start?
when would i ride pass his house?
when would i hear his accent?
when would i see his mysteriously dark figure?
when?
when is he gonna fall for me?
the answer to that,
is definitely and obviously priceless..
just couldnt imagine that happening..to me..
haisshh..
stupid heart..