the hell wit it!

at this moment,i cant even express anything,coz everythings goin on in my mind and somehow it suffocates me..


i was trembling like an idiot leaf..,
i was crying like i dont give a damn bout people..
i was screaming but nothing came out..
actually,
i was feeling very lonely..and it hit me..
i was left behind..
there were some angels in my life,trying to drag me,help me to breathe once more,
but i idiotly ignore them,
im such a squishy selfish creature..


but i guess,there are some people out there,stranded like me,but they still manage to breathe..
and to be precise,
they smile..

well,sumone made me smile..
with all that hentai tale and hentai pics..
god,i cant believe im falling for dat..
but..arigatou-ne~

maybe dis wasnt da best time..
yeah..

and maybe,its just me who could catch people when they fall..
im being their guardian angel..
but..to think again,
who would be my guardian angel?
maybe no one..
maybe just angels,luring me to get back on my knee..
stand up straight,
and just walk again..
along in their path...

^.^

im alright now..
maybe..
but anyway,
thanks...