Who the heck am i ??

well,first things first,
cant any random vampire or
some musky wolf bite me and
take me away?



hmm..
im practically sixteen,
im squishy,
im dangerously emo and
some people call me weird.
ive tried to find for love and
felt like it was too painfully impossible to do,
then ive found love,
and i grabbed it as tightly as i could,
but it was unravelling,
an insubstantial thread,
sliding between my fingers,
too fine and delicate to hold..
so i gather my thoughts and the pieces of my broken heart
and walk away..
sometimes,i need ti fight hard just to breathe,
sometimes i would fight till im all numb.
sometimes i taste love in my tears,
sometimes it hurts to breathe that it made me wanna die..
ive lost my object of affection,
my reason to breathe,move and live..
well,
the reason of my existence..
for now,
id just tell myself to shut up,
fake a bloody fake smile
and endure it all..




faraqero..