I never thought I’d say this, but I really missed him.. even if I haven’t seen him in my life.. but hey, dreams count right, right?

what do you do,when you miss sumone so much you could die and the fact is,you havent actually meet him..and could it be possibly possible to be with sumone who loves you with all their heart,but the problem is,you dont love him..
it was a question dat i ask myself,and desperately want answers..
sumtimes i just hope the answers would just pop out on the screen..
urgghh,,
now i know,
how it feels..
the guilty feeling eats you slowly,
savouring each path it flows....
one moment you miss him,
the next thing you know you dont need him..
first you say you love him,
then you say youre better off with some other dude,
and that was all bcoz hes being too nice..
too nice,it become dull..
the word that broke the confusion-ing silence in my oh-so-mess-up head was:

                             'bad-boys'