If i give you my heart,would you notice me?

or

would you just crush it and toss it aside..
and then pretend like nothing happened..?

i stare from across the room,
hoping youll look at me,
but you were busy trying to catch her eyes..
i smile at you,
you look away.
and she was smiling at you..
i cry for you every night,
hoping you'd feel me.
you were having sweet dreams..
i took the challenge to learn your language,
hoping to get to talk to you.
but i know,
eventually you'll walk away.
and i found myself pondering about why cant you just listen?
and i fuckin' hate you for that.
i loathe you,even.
but im sorry,
coz i still love you..