im seriously a bad-ass stalker..,

not again..,
people ask me to wait no more..
chase no more..
cry no more..
and
hurt no more..

but i cant stop myself from feeling sad..
am i a masochistic clown that had a big fake smile pasted on his face..?
i surely hate clowns but, atleast that way could make it look better..
and people will stop worrying bout you...right..?
*sigh*

'goodbye'

damn..,
just wish i could say it to his face,but..
i dont think i could do it now..
maybe tomorrow..
or the next day,
or the next next day,
or the day after it,
or maybe..wateva..
but what i do know is,
its not gonna be today..

im sorry to people that loathe him..
im sorry to people that hate my guts..
but,
im so sorry for you,
coz you didnt realize me in your life..,