Jannah??

The simple word hit me like a bloody earthquake..shaking me from inside out..leaving me all whimpering on the inside..empty and feeling an odd pang of loss..
god..help me feel better..

"if shes nowhere to be seen..,lifeless and going AWOL,would he cry? would he even care? would he feel the lost? or maybe act nonchalant like always?"

the problem is actually simple enough for anyone to understand,

'is he interested in me or its just me,wanting him pastu syok sendiri?'

i dunno..mungkin aku je yang fikir lebih2..and plus,who am i to force sumone to accept me for who i am..im not perfect,and when i say that,i really mean it..seriously..
im far than perfect..

what if..well..if he came across this crap route of mine,or terbaca..dont hesitate..manusia yang aku selalu tulis dalam nih mmg kau..orang yang buat aku tak tentu hala walaupun aku ni dah sememangnya kabut.. =.=
and its not in a bad way okay..

maybe aku tak kenal lagi,ape itu cinta? suka? hmm..setakat rase nak demam and tangan berpeluh-peluh baek takyah cite..cehh..love? hmm..hope to find it someday..

but..dalam aku mengenal die,dan maybe die mengenal aku,banyak soalan yang aku macam nak jee tanya..

will he accept me for who i am?

sedangkan dia tidak habis mengenal aku..dan boleh ke dia terima aku yang still havent finish growing up..,still berperangai kebudak-budakan..boleh??
 
ntah laa..maybe aku bukan orangnya..but..i like him..yeah,hell i do..i just..
i just want him to accept me if and when he is ready..so..yeah..
 
ana habuka~~~
 
thanx for letting me linger in ur life..
im lucky enough to know you,even just for a while..