I hyperventilated i guess..

it was too much..


im still seventeen and theres a wolf boy standing right there infront of me..it keep changing but i noticed that it'ss quite different from the others..
shiro..
i tried to catch its attention,i want to play with it,so badly,it left my empty heart aching inside..i bit back the urge to shriek,whimper and whine..it seems like my fruitless attempt meant nothing to it..
this shiro just linger there,playing by itself,the gesture seems almost mocking to me.but the weird part was it never went away,i dont even know why it wont come near me,but perhaps it will..,i dont know..with this shiro, i couldnt guess..
ill just try harder..or..just wait..

even if it tires me....