Im gettin damn gud at this:

STALKING  (especially when it has anything to do with him..)


*sigh*


i mull over the fact that when i want someone soo much, at last i dont want him anymore.because i know if i force him,he'll just hate my guts...and...i cant just stand in a crowd and yell to some random kawaii guy and perhaps tell them i want their freakin heart.. >.<

idiot apathetic-lethargic-nonchalant guy!!! pfffttt...! maybe the task was too ardous for him.. (maybe???)

apparently,i was making this sounds,agonizing gasps that werent quite sobs,but werent quite not either..

to fix my "traumatism" about the earlier bursting chest sensation, these are some of the 'activities' to mend it..and btw, it was a fail attempt..
*sigh*

the result was...urghh >/////< 

it was not tasty.. im soo gonna go out and buy a bar of cadbury,or in my case,a van houtten..

eehhheeewww..pathetic attempt! >.<

hazukashi~nee..